The last week of the last month December is coming to an end, along with the fast ending 2010. I know that things have been tough, 2010 has been a hell of a ride for me but never once do i regret what i’ve done because everything happens for a reason. No doubt, i’ve gained experience and it has taught me so many things in so many ways which made me who i am today. Things that i went through for the past few months and the state that i was at which i have never ever thought i would be. I’m glad its all over now. Like they said, time heals the pain and it did. Don’t expect 2011 to be that easy though so i’m not putting any hope into it but screw that I’M SO LOOKING FORWARD FOR 2011 ANYWAY, with you especially. Goodnight everyone!
"Love is letting go of fear. When someone decides to fall in love, he or she should be courageous enough to be in love ‘till the end. But of course, we are humans and are designed to be vulnerable to all kinds of emotions. Fear is not excluded in that.
We all experience a stage wherein we desire for love to come blooming in our hearts. We hope for the right person, right place, right time. Everyday, we pray for that to happen. Everyday, we look forward for that dream to become a reality.
Then it happened.
The right person came at the right place at the right time. You’re glad and you take the chance. It’s what you’ve been waiting for on the first place. But this is also the most crucial part: the acceptance. Most of the time, when the moment where what you’re asking for is already there, fear starts to creep up. You become anxious. You start to realize the reasons why you should not embrace that chance. Why are there doubts and second thoughts?”
Oh, it feels like none of this is real I pretend that my heart and my head are well But if the blood pumping through my veins could freeze like a river in Toronto, then I’d be pleased You said I made you feel warm, said I made you feel warm inside